I want to be alone. Really, really alone, for a little while. I want to be somewhere that I can just think and breathe and cry and sit in silence for an excruciatingly long time before I have to come back to reality and everyone around me. No phone, computer, school, family or friends for an indefinite period. Maybe I will read books, drink tea, write, paint, bake, bake (intentional) or just lay on the floor drifting between various levels of consciousness. I just… I want that, sometimes. And then eventually I’ll get back to being around people I just can’t always take it. I have to go and be somewhere else some day, or I will go absolutely bonkers.
